2- 2026 CF with friend
3-
feels like the world is falling apart? time to cut your hair again.
2- no debt
3- own an apartment
4- bring family to eat good food
5- finish natsume yuujinchou
6-
7- go to cf
★ five/ 21+/ MY,
ENG ok!/ INFP ★
★ fav stuffs- the internet (ofc), stickers & trinkets, art, media consumption
-[🎧 shoegaze, dnb,
post-rock, etc]
★ [vn, hsr, animanga] ★ graphic design/ illustration
You guys can call me five (obviously not a real name). I am an adult, over 21yrs old, can understand Malay and English, an INFP 4w5 (unfortunately). I really hate beansprout, group travel and being percieved.Currently have no big life goals, i am pretty content with my life as long as i have my own space and the internet. Can't really describe myself much idk (lowkey have undiagnosed adhd).
My [ hobbies ] included drawing, visual design, journaling, collecting trinkets or stickers, and anything related with media consumption (watching, listening, reading, interacting) —writing reviews, fanart, analysing media, etc..
Spending my whole free time with drawing, reading fiction book and playing pc games is my actual earliest chilhood memory. It's a coping mechanisme at this point. I do hope to keep reading, watching and listening forever though.
I definitely love [ internet exploring ]. It's like discovering different world and the idea that each individual human being has different mind fascinates me. (That's why i also enjoy reading people's diary. With consent ofc.)
The day I discovered the existence of indie website, I knew right away that this is the perfect corner of the internet for me.
[CURRENTLY LIKE]
✿ xxxHolic- CLAMP
✿ All About Lily Chou- Chou
Kinoko teikoku - virgin suicide
枯れかけた紫陽花が
散るように 自然に
Like wilting hydrangeas
Scattering their petals, I will naturally
いつかそっと消えてやる
Disappear quietly someday
でもそんな勇気もない
But I don’t have even have the courage for it now
笑顔に殺されそう
Your smile is killing me
つまらない話ばかりで
1度は経験したい
Just once, I want to know what it’s like
To only ever listen to boring stories
たぶん2度目は無いけど
Though there probably won’t be a second time
魔が差してしまいそう
I’m about to give in to temptation
気の抜けた透明なサイダーに
沈んで浮き上がんない
I’m sinking in this clear, long-flat soda
And I can’t float back to the surface
君となら怖くないが
I wouldn’t be afraid if I were with you, but
振り向けば誰もいない
No one’s there when I turn around
命の尊さなど
失うまでわかりゃしないし
Until you’ve lost it, it’s impossible
To understand how precious life is
今だけ今だけでいい
So stay just for now, just for now
こんな自分じゃどうしようもない
I can’t make it like this on my own
笑顔に殺されそう
Your smile is killing me
つまらない話ばかりで
1度は経験したい
Just once, I want to know what it’s like
To only ever listen to pointless stories
たぶん2度目は無いから
Because there probably won’t be a second time
1番簡単な方法を教えて
Teach me the simplest way
[RANDOM SHI I MADE]
[2 0 2 6]
WHO CARES ABOUT GOALS, WE'RE EXPERIMENTING AND SEE WHAT HAPPEN !
2- PTPTN 1st payment
3- rm100 gold every month
4- movie once a week
5- book once a wonth
6- make/sale merch on shopee
7- working on collection page
8- go to my first cf
Instead of scrolling around searching for something to watch, tgok your own watclist !
ALSO pls focus on 1 topic/ director per month.
ALSO pls focus on 1 topic/ director per month.
2- Kore-eda
3- Alice in wonderland variants